Its me..........

So, I just created this blog. Theres one thing you can tell about me just by looking at the page... can you guess what that is??? I mean not reading anything either... Anyways whats with the randomized questions that you can get and reply to?? lol mine was about choo-choos on pj's?? i dont know!
Alright well I dont know what im supposed to write but since this is my first blog i will introduce myself.
I am 21... in a couple of weeks, and i am currently a manager at the source by circuit city. Its a very stressfull job full of lots of bullshit, but for some reason im still there. I do like it sometimes, but there are days when its just not good enough. I dont know where i want to go but i definately do not want to do this for the rest of my life... I have thought about actually owning my own business.. but not retail... oh no... I dont know what but its an idea. I would love to go to college or university and take some courses, but im not sure what direction i would take, and the money thing is another problem. I want to pay off debts before i take on anything else, and Its very hard to pay for school. I dont want to not work, i cant do that i would go absolutely insane, im so used to working, and cant live without the money.
I work a lot and i dont have a lot of extra time, but when i do, i cant stand being alone, i have to hang out with someone. I dont really go to the bar anymore, but i just like to sit back at home or in a lounge and have a few drinks. I also like to play pool, poker, go to the casino, play ddr or karaoke revolution, or go to a movie. I hate not having anything to do so i will do whatever i can to not be bored!
My best friend is Ashley, and she just moved away recently. I miss her sooo much and its soo weird not having someone to hang out with every night when grants not around and i dont actually have to leave the building... i miss those times!! ddr, deal or no deal, drinking, even cleaning out ur apartment was fun, because i just love hanging out with you. I know we had some rough times, but for anyone that doesnt live on their own... do not live with close friends, it ends horribly. It was just great that me and ashley were able to put that behind and start all over. I MISS YOU!!!
I have lived on my own since i was 18. Started out in a duplex with ashley, moved in with my friend misty for a year and a half in townhouses, and then after living with friends was not turning out, i moved in with my boyfriend. You may think well, thats not any better... but its a lot different. And we have to learn how to deal with eachother. I have lived with him for 7 months and we havent thrown eachother off the 10th floor balcony yet!! lol jk! We have some disagreements but we are able to work through them, which is very important.
And thats enough blabbing for today my fingers are tired now and im very hungry. until next time...
ciao!